Avoidance Theory

My new tactic is to

                    Keep Busy

(Though the "cleaning things" phase has thankfully run its course)

I have now entered the world of madness, where I am trying to commit myself to any number of difficult, taxing undertakings that will push my confidence way beyond it's limit. I have a scary premonition-type-feeling that this may end up with me going into hiding for a few months as all these projects come home to roost and people start looking for me to deliver.

Help!      save me from myself!!!

Had a good chat with a friend, and confessed how I am putting myself forward to do scary things... and somehow I ended up offering to cover for her on her holiday. Am I MAD?? I'm really not sure that i would be good enough. So what happened to the safe person who was hiding herself?

And that's not all - I have also offered to do some homeopathy Acute sessions at a local Health Club, something that frightens the pants off me. As a friend said, sometimes you just have to jump into the cold water...

Speaking of which, I have planned to go swimming today and foolishly TOLD people which means that I cannot get out of it easily. (How wise I am normally to not mention bizarre plans to anyone, so no-one knows when I bottle out).

So - I'm off swimming (!)

[possibly with my mouth taped up so I cannot make any more wild offers.]